Time as white sound
Monday, November 24, 2008

I was initially apathetic about my p4 performance.
But I suppose the things I wrote eventually did make relative sense to me as I was recollecting them on my way home.

Well, the last time I felt this way about a lit paper, I did pretty well.
So I'm hoping it's a good omen?? The aftertaste of apathy yielded positive results for me before; I'm really hoping for good things.

It's finally OVER!! I can sleep well; my eye bags will disappear.

8:59 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

To achieve a unity of effect, we would have to produce exemplary results on all three essays for tomorrow's Lit P4.

We must write freaking well.

We must write so good an essay, that it would send Poe's corpse into violent fits of convulsion within his grave.
Bless your soul Poe, I still think you're a freak.

5:32 PM

Saturday, November 22, 2008

My fourth day being 18 and it's very surreal.
A big thanks to everyone who planned stuff for me over the past couple of days- I had a great time and appreciate all that you've done.


I will continue this post later, but as of now, I want the nightmare of the A's to end- studying can feel like forced tooth extraction

10:06 AM


I'm 18 and I think it's surreal.
But I had a really good time with all the surprises and outings planned by friends

10:02 AM

Friday, November 14, 2008

I've just uploaded 2 of the poems which I've written over the past few days, titled 'Shanghai Takeaway' and 'Archeology' on my deviantart website.

(Well, I did write more than just those 2 of course. But a number of them are either in their preliminary stages of drafting, or just downright ridiculous)

www.mattjfam.deviantart.com

9:08 PM


Yes it is I who has returned from the abyss of near insanity. Now that the A's are alomst done for me (my last paper's on the 24th, so I'm on a mini holiday/ Lit P4 cramming period till then), I have been calculating the damage done thus far:

- Countless Starbucks lattes and coffees (not to mention that horridly oversweetened one from Coffee Bean)
- Hundreds of grams gained. I don't think I've expanded past 1.5 kg though.. BUT STILL...
- A partially dissolved cranium
- Mark and Matilda: my eyebags. Though they've more or less left since this week.

I miss finding the time lazing about while writing my poetry- glad that I finally found loads of time today doing that. In fact, I think today was completely lazed off.
Note to Matt: Do some studying tonight

4:40 PM

Sunday, November 02, 2008

It's finally here!

Chernobyl on my mind as I stare silently at the computer screen.

Kaboom and all that frenzy.

8:52 PM